Monday, July 20, 2009

Melody Gave Me ZZzzZzZzz's

Fell asleep listenin to 808's...
There comes a time in your life, actually there are many times in your life where you have a vision or as some like to call it an 'epiphany'. And sometimes it takes the power of music to help you see clearer or a certain song can bring certain feelings or emotions out that you held inside for awhile. People are so caught up in other people's bullshit that they don't take the time to clean up the shit in their life... A heartbreak is a true test, think about it!
You've all been there, you love someone and they completely abliterate your heart.. what then?
Or you argue with your mom or dad about your lifestyle and next thing you know something happens to them (GODFORBID). When your heart is broken, that can easily be your most fragile state as a human being. The cold, the loneliness, the migranes, the emptiness, the insecurity...
The 1 thing that we all have to keep in mind is that every set back is a set up for a come back. No one picks up the pieces of your heart but you! You clean up the mess that was left behind while trying not to look back.


A heartbreak can change your life for the better or for the worse, it can even change people.
Its unimaginable what it can do to you. Listening to See You In My Nightmares when I'm in the zone brought out the grimmey part of me. That song lets me see that, like what Yey felt was that he knew he was too much & too great to feel that way, but he knew that he would still dream of her and dream of the ugly things that haunted his life. A broken heart never forgets...
You will always see that in your nightmares!

Maintaining yourself happy and always knowing who you are and where you come from can make a heartbreak a simple memory.

1 comment:

  1. Love this post! Amen, heartbreak is part of life. When you experience heartbreak, you're blinded from reality in a way. Sometimes, you get lost in your heartbreak, it takes the life out of you. The pain is unbearable, the emptiness takes over your scarred soul. It's a hardship that we all have to experience, no matter what type of heartbreak it may be. My soul hurts right now V. I'm suffering in silence and that's the worst thing anyone can put themselves through, but God, you see, created me to be a very strong and courageous woman. Everything is going to be ok.

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